Saturday, March 27, 2010

L.O.V.E

I think the simple solution is just to continue to SHOW her all the LOVE she has shown me. Continue to return the love...and hopefully the trust will eventually follow.

She never thought she could fall in love...but she was able to break down that wall and let me in. I'm SO PROUD of her for that! Maybe eventually she will see that the love we have is strong enough to last forever if she wants it to. Unlike the relationships she has been surrounded by in her life thus far...I'm NOT GOING ANYWHERE :) I APPRECIATE HER. And I APPRECIATE HER EVERY SINGLE DAY.

Let's just take it a <3 Day <3 at a time... :)

March 27, 2010: My Life

It's hard to experience a rush of emotions all at once. In my life right now I'm so happy! I spend every waking moment with my girlfriend. I'VE NEVER BEEN AS HAPPY AS I AM RIGHT NOW! But it's scary too...because I would never want to lose the love we have. I know in my heart our love can last forever...but I really want her to trust me...to have faith in me...to KNOW that I'll never forsake her. I could never do anything to hurt her and I can honestly say I could never love someone nearly as much as I love her. I know she's THE ONE! She's the only girl I see...and who "SEES" me too!!!! And I just want to jump up and down with joy but I can't because while I know she believes we can love "hard," I realize at the same time she doesn't believe love is permanent. But how do I SHOW HER OUR LOVE IS DIFFERENT?